)..Have to write something...gnihtemos etirw ot evaH..(

Yup... i just have to write something... and i don't really know what to write...
Its been a while since i came here... Well something has to happen for me right..?

But then when i come to think of it... I think many incidents they were here...
Guess what I needed was... a request which i could hear...

What happened last night... Would be interesting a topic to write...
The bestest bestest bestest & the bestest ... thought her upstairs wasn't right...

Maybe the large spicey chicken pizza... the slices that weren't here...
A 1000 miles apart... the stomaches growling i could still hear... :-D

Hard fought some things i had to sqeeze out... not to mention th report i tried to write...
But my new akki who was leaking info.. i assume most were right...

Why did it have to happen today....

Nothing happens without a purpose... U may call it the beauty of life.. but sometimes it ends up being the curse... We didn't have to talk about who bought who's o we didn't have to discuss about a date... But we did... and we had to.. Or else life would just have been a loose string of unrelated folk tales...

But life isn't that... Everything is connected... Timing is never missed... The whole book is written long before we started living the first chapter... I guess today, this day was meant to happen, and the pawns started moving into place even before we sent SMSs for new year... I didn't know why i even started talking about it... But today is the day i regreted starting it... I am always late to realize things... But i cannot help how things fell in place today... Perfect and couldn't have been any better...

This day was supposed to be the day of the week when i would not have any plans to stay and do something in my room... Yet here comes a call, a reminder for "Chinese New Year"... Had to rush back to room and finish off the design and send it ASAP... And here i was, in my room when i was not supposed to be... Not a quater of an hour passed by without me having to call or receiving a call regarding the design... With all that i couldn't resist myself from saying "HI"... And we had to come to that subject,, and i had to make that error... (What worse could happen by not typing an "n" accidently???)...

What followed happened in such pace that i couldn't possibly change its course... Flashes of the past... The past that brings back memories i wish i never had... before i could get myself up from that, another call...!!!... And i was reminded of the problems i would face in the near future if i fail to fix the problems in time... Caught up in between the past and the future, i lost my present... Times up in office.. cannot wait any longer... and i guess i lost my chance to explain myself of the black out...

And here i am... Since that very moment... Sitting in front of the screen, lost and not knowing what to do... It was friday night.. Friends all have their own stuff to do...Concert,,party,,... Guess i am the only one not having any... Today was not the day i was meant to be alone.. yet i have to...

Reminds me of a movie i got to see very recently... "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button"... In it he lists out each and every single event that took place for an hour or so and to what point they all narrowed down to... I guess i can say the very same thing today too... "If any one of the things i listed had not happened.... if any one of them had happened at a different time... I wouldn't have had to be listening to the same songs again and again... I wouldn't have had to feel this lonely, this early in the semester"... I guess i Wouldn't have been writing this post too...

Everything is indeed connected...

A happy selection

The lovely handy work i got when i left to Srilanka hung on our christmas tree, giving a wonderful feeling everytime i look at it. 5 hours of work it needed, i was told. Knowing that and knowing it was meant for me made me feel so important within and for that feeling,,, that wonderful feeling,,, i didn know how i am going to repay it... nor did i think i could repay for that....

Mom was happy seeing it too... Made me even more happy... Infact if i start talking about it and mom, then there would be many more interesting stories to tell... hahaha.. cannot stop laughing everytime i recall them...

But i had to take back something and give... I wanted to... But what can I take back...?? As i said.. i couldn possibly match what i received.... 3 more hours to go and i would be leaving to the airport to get back to Singapore... Time was runnig out and i am still thinking... A quick thought... Ahaa.. thats it... i knew what i should buy... A quick ride and there i was.. so much to choose from.. so many colours and varieties... i now realized.. this maybe the first time i am going to buy a shalwar for someone and i had no idea what i should look for... Dad was my saviour...

There it was... found it.. i could imagine how it would look on her.. i knew i found what i wanted... no hesitation.. bought it.. and another quick ride back home.. I was now on my way to the airport...

The day came when i was invited to her place.. and we had loads of things to discuss... from how our vacation was, to what we are supposed to do in the next few weeks for EEE.... The time came when i had to find out whether i was right o not.. and wow.. she loved it... The way her face brightened made my day... I was right... she quickly went in to change and tadaa... perfect.. i wished mom was there to see her in it... she would have been very happy... it was a great feeling again for me... I am well known among my friends for always clicking my phone for photos... i couldn't miss this moment...

This day.. i will always remember..

Some feelings are simply impossible to put in words....

At last ECP... The phone call that had to come

After missing for two times... the day finally came when i was able to go to ECP with my friends.. But wait..!! They just had to call me right??? if not EEE club would not be complete... As i was waiting for all the others to come meet up at the Boonlay MRT, my VIEWTY started singing and here i am asked to come at 7.00pm to do the notice board.

The first thing that came to my mind was Thaksha's face looking straight at me saying " O! he wont be coming. He will have something to do for EEE and with his busy schedule he will be missing it again". 

I had to make sure this never happens. And with all my might put into it i said i CAN'T come... O ya.. not to my friends .. but to EEE club... 

The beautiful part of it was that this phone just had to come... The previous ECP outing i had to miss cos of EEE indeed... And as it seemed this time i would eventually make it, ,,, the phone call just had to come...

Its our journey... not mine

It's a wonderful world around me. Friends family, creation and destruction. Everything has a meaning... A reason... A purpose... I am trying to identify what they are.. Maybe you should too..

The smallest of things carry the biggest of Meanings...

The weirdest incidents become profound coincidence...

Maybe we are all indeed inter-related... We all must share the same journey ... Just that at each junction, someone new joins and another decides to take another route...

My path, I shall share with you all and I would love to know how wonderful and eventful yours is too...