Nothing happens without a purpose... U may call it the beauty of life.. but sometimes it ends up being the curse... We didn't have to talk about who bought who's o we didn't have to discuss about a date... But we did... and we had to.. Or else life would just have been a loose string of unrelated folk tales...
But life isn't that... Everything is connected... Timing is never missed... The whole book is written long before we started living the first chapter... I guess today, this day was meant to happen, and the pawns started moving into place even before we sent SMSs for new year... I didn't know why i even started talking about it... But today is the day i regreted starting it... I am always late to realize things... But i cannot help how things fell in place today... Perfect and couldn't have been any better...
This day was supposed to be the day of the week when i would not have any plans to stay and do something in my room... Yet here comes a call, a reminder for "Chinese New Year"... Had to rush back to room and finish off the design and send it ASAP... And here i was, in my room when i was not supposed to be... Not a quater of an hour passed by without me having to call or receiving a call regarding the design... With all that i couldn't resist myself from saying "HI"... And we had to come to that subject,, and i had to make that error... (What worse could happen by not typing an "n" accidently???)...
What followed happened in such pace that i couldn't possibly change its course... Flashes of the past... The past that brings back memories i wish i never had... before i could get myself up from that, another call...!!!... And i was reminded of the problems i would face in the near future if i fail to fix the problems in time... Caught up in between the past and the future, i lost my present... Times up in office.. cannot wait any longer... and i guess i lost my chance to explain myself of the black out...
And here i am... Since that very moment... Sitting in front of the screen, lost and not knowing what to do... It was friday night.. Friends all have their own stuff to do...Concert,,party,,... Guess i am the only one not having any... Today was not the day i was meant to be alone.. yet i have to...
Reminds me of a movie i got to see very recently... "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button"... In it he lists out each and every single event that took place for an hour or so and to what point they all narrowed down to... I guess i can say the very same thing today too... "If any one of the things i listed had not happened.... if any one of them had happened at a different time... I wouldn't have had to be listening to the same songs again and again... I wouldn't have had to feel this lonely, this early in the semester"... I guess i Wouldn't have been writing this post too...
Everything is indeed connected...
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